Complicated

Life is just full of complications, isn’t it? Well mine has no short supply!! Things are going ok right now, at least for the moment, so it won’t be long until all hell breaks lose. That’s how it always works so I’m just waiting.

Hell job is going decent, Chief Bitch has been extra nice to me. I don’t trust her, but I have a feeling she got her little ass chewed. I had a meeting with the highest boss, he was a fucking dick this time had complete false information and was mislead. He wouldn’t let me fix his information but whatever, be a dick. I left that meeting pissed off and not happy at all, but I still showed up. I guess he listened to me some because she’s been really nice lately. She’s fucking up some more, so I guess she has to be nice to me so she can get away with her other fuck ups. Doesn’t matter to me, I have a new job and am working there the smallest amount I’m allowed to do, that’s it.

As for Valentine’s day…well I don’t get to spend it with my man. In fact, I saw him Monday and I won’t see him again till Sunday…I’m bummed. I was finally able to get to the store and find him a card though. The outside of the card says: “To the Man I Love. I remember perfectly the moment I first saw you – the way you were standing, what you were wearing, and the skip in my heart, when we finally spoke.
Everything around us disappeared and all I could see was you. I knew that second I had found the one.” The inside says: “Now, so many memories later, I realize how far we’ve come. But still, some things never change, like the way you take my breath away, whenever I see you walking toward me. With every step we take together, I love you even more. You are my best friend, heart and soul, and the love of my life.” I think it’s perfect. I hate that my family can’t accept him in my life the way he is, but I will never stop fighting for what I want. I hope it works out in the end.

Now it’s time for me to prepare. I’m doing a free photoshoot for a friend of mine, they don’t have a lot of money and just had a kid. I agreed to do the pictures for free and they agreed to share my name and tell as many as they can about me. I’m excited, I’ve never done newborn photos before so that is going to be interesting. I hope all works out! I have some cute props and now it’s time to set everything up and get ready. Hope everyone has a great week. I’ll be around soon.

With Love

It has been a crazy couple days! Monday we had a major snow storm pass through with car accident after car accident, it was crazy at work. Needless to say, we were busy. Actually watched one accident happen right in front of us while taking a patient to the hospital. People do not know how to drive, it’s simple SLOW DOWN! That’s it! It’s not a big hard secret, it really is that simple.

Before that snow hit, we spent much of the morning at work just doing station duties, but not much else. On some of that down time, I spent it taking pictures I had or new pictures and messed with some editing features I had on my phone. Here are the results.

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July 2010, I went to Hawaii with family, here is one of many pictures. USS Arizona Memorial.

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Finger Art! : )

Following a crazy Monday at work was a quiet Tuesday, Valentine’s day! If you hate Valentine’s day, I just think you haven’t celebrate it properly. I love this day! Even the years when I didn’t have someone. I used to celebrate it as “Single’s Awareness Day” but this year I had my totally awesome man to celebrate with! : ) He made my Valentine’s day GREAT! It started by waking up to his hugs, roses, and some Creme Eggs (my favorite). Then I went on my way to spend some time relaxing before a nice evening together. Got some more candy, Reeses and M&M, a nice back massage, and dinner. I got to pick dinner, it could have been anything, but I love breakfast food, so breakfast it was. Took some eggs, added chopped up spinach leaves, cooked turkey bacon, and shredded cheese, cooked it all up then put it on a whole wheat wrap and enjoyed. Simple. Easy. Yummy! : ) And of course some chocolate milk. That was my perfect Valentine’s day! : )

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My roses!

Yesterday, while off during the day, I decided that I wanted to get rid of a picture in my room and put up something different. I saw a quote that gave me some inspiration. “You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.” So I decided I was going to put this on canvas and hang it above my bed. So, off to Michael’s to get my supplies. Now, I HATE Martha Stewart and will avoid at ALL cost buying her crap but the woman has everything and unfortunately she was the only one that had what I needed. She had the 3 colors of blue paint I had picked out to match my room, so her paint I was stuck with. She was also the only person with sticky cut yourself stencil. I looked all over and was stuck, yet again, buying her stuff. : ( But it worked out great!