When Your Body Attacks

Warning: I am heavily medicated, please excuse any errors in this post. Thank you.

I am miserable! I never call off of work, ever! I have called off once in 6 years because I had strep and I have called in to say I’m coming late because of a migraine, I got there 2 hours late. When I miss work, it’s serious. Today I got sent home from work. Yes, sent home from hell job by Wannabe Chief Bitch. She said I look like shit, I said thanks, I feel like it too. She said go home. I felt too horrible to argue. I desperately need the money but I can’t function. My chest is so tight I can’t even get out of bed without getting winded. This is horrible!

I am on more medicine that any person should be and I’m STILL miserable! I still itch everywhere and my sinuses are still draining. My doctor is considering add more! How? I’m on everything! I take a Singulair, Claritin, Benadryl, Advil allergy sinus (mix of ibuprofen for inflammation, sudafed, and another antihistamine), plain 12 hour sudafed, antibiotic, AND an inhaler! I take the Singulair every night. The Claritin, sudafed, benadryl, and antibiotic twice a day, the Advil every 4 hours, and inhaler 4 times day! Even with ALL that I still itch, everywhere! Sneeze, cough, can’t breath, and just feel like shit! I get this every year but this is by far the worse!

Back to work tomorrow, at one of the jobs I enjoy. I picked up the shift for someone but right now I’m sort of wishing I hadn’t. Oh well. Maybe I will take double benadryl tonight because I’m desperate for sleep! It has been almost a week since I’ve gotten more than 3 hours of sleep in a 24 hour period…no wonder I’m sick! My body just won’t sleep! : (