Complicated

Life is just full of complications, isn’t it? Well mine has no short supply!! Things are going ok right now, at least for the moment, so it won’t be long until all hell breaks lose. That’s how it always works so I’m just waiting.

Hell job is going decent, Chief Bitch has been extra nice to me. I don’t trust her, but I have a feeling she got her little ass chewed. I had a meeting with the highest boss, he was a fucking dick this time had complete false information and was mislead. He wouldn’t let me fix his information but whatever, be a dick. I left that meeting pissed off and not happy at all, but I still showed up. I guess he listened to me some because she’s been really nice lately. She’s fucking up some more, so I guess she has to be nice to me so she can get away with her other fuck ups. Doesn’t matter to me, I have a new job and am working there the smallest amount I’m allowed to do, that’s it.

As for Valentine’s day…well I don’t get to spend it with my man. In fact, I saw him Monday and I won’t see him again till Sunday…I’m bummed. I was finally able to get to the store and find him a card though. The outside of the card says: “To the Man I Love. I remember perfectly the moment I first saw you – the way you were standing, what you were wearing, and the skip in my heart, when we finally spoke.
Everything around us disappeared and all I could see was you. I knew that second I had found the one.” The inside says: “Now, so many memories later, I realize how far we’ve come. But still, some things never change, like the way you take my breath away, whenever I see you walking toward me. With every step we take together, I love you even more. You are my best friend, heart and soul, and the love of my life.” I think it’s perfect. I hate that my family can’t accept him in my life the way he is, but I will never stop fighting for what I want. I hope it works out in the end.

Now it’s time for me to prepare. I’m doing a free photoshoot for a friend of mine, they don’t have a lot of money and just had a kid. I agreed to do the pictures for free and they agreed to share my name and tell as many as they can about me. I’m excited, I’ve never done newborn photos before so that is going to be interesting. I hope all works out! I have some cute props and now it’s time to set everything up and get ready. Hope everyone has a great week. I’ll be around soon.

My Photography

I took another break today from studying. I just can’t keep myself focused for hours after hours, I’m sure I’ll regret this come test time, but I decided to stick to my failed plan and upload some of my pictures. I’ve got MANY photos, some of which I may have already shared here, but I’m sharing again. Don’t be afraid to tell me what you think, if you think it’s bad then tell me. If you think they are good, we’ll I’d love to hear that too.

I recently got accepted to a local University with a scholarship and right now I can’t attend because of money. I can’t get loans to offset the difference, but when I can find a way I’m going to attend. I want to minor in photography, but I haven’t decided what I want to major in yet. I need a backup plan in case of injury and have to change career.

Anyway, now that I’m finally sharing my pictures…what do you think?? All these pictures are sale though a local business, a friend of mine, so if you’re interested please e-mail me and I can get you the information. I have MANY more not even posted here.

Mountains!

Here they are…just a few. I took about 1700 pictures total! Crazy, I know…I wanted to take as many as possible so I had plenty to edit later.

Trying to Organize My Thoughts

Wow…I’m sorry for anyone that has been waiting for a post…it’s been too long! Man life has been busy! And so much on my mind that I don’t even know where to being. Let’s do this the best I can…

First, I return to hell next week, aka the job I tried to quit! The Police Chief has assured me I’m protected and to just keep doing all the good I do. I hope he can help me, cause I sure need it! I am NOT looking forward to going back. The Captain will return shortly after I do, and his first 4 shifts back he’s stuck with yours truly…yep, just me and him alone..FML! I’m so fucked!! But I guess we’ll see because if he even messed up the smallest amount he’s gone. I will be sure to keep you posted on that as it happens.

Next, my awesome man has supported me in my photography. He goes with me to take pictures and sits by myself waiting patiently while I edit my photos. He loves it and tells me all the time that my photos are wonderful. I will be sharing some here but not as many as on my Facebook page, problem is…if I share that information here, then you know my name and location. So…I’m opening this up…if you want to connect and see more of my picture then e-mail me at our24yearagegap@yahoo.com and I will give you the information. I will share the link to my Facebook page, the link for my personal website, and information for the shop I am selling my pictures out of.

That’s right…I’m now selling my pictures. The shop owner is a friend of mine, she recently opened her own frame shop and allows artists to sell through here. Her and her family love my pictures! Several people I have showed them to do. So want to see more of my pictures? E-mail me and I will allow access as long as you promise not to share my identity and location here. I know, crazy…I’m trusting complete strangers…but I will. I will share it with you.

Next topic…my man…I’ve realized my family will never be ok with it and it’s hard. It’s so hard. I don’t want to lose him no matter what, and my family is shitty to begin with, but they are still my family…it’s just hard. This whole situation is difficult. I just wish our relationship could be “normal”! I mean, it is normal, we’re just like every other couple out there…we just happen to have a little more of an age difference between us.

For now this is the best I can do to share. My mind is just racing all over and I can’t get it all out. I feel so trapped in my mind! I hate this…it happens far too often. But I sure am glad to see a few of my favorite bloggers back and I hope to be back and do a little better of sharing soon.

My Favorite Geocaching Pictures

Here are some more pictures from our geocaching adventures.

The old school house, found 1 here.

The classic container…yep, I’ve hidden one that looks like this too.

Seen far too many “birdhouses” out there…poor birds are probably getting really confused lately!

Stumbled upon this one. Accidental find here.

Seen far too many of these, they are so small we usually pass them up every time!

Not gonna lie…we geocache on the job. We call it “Street Familiarization” or “Road Training.” Best part is…the boss joins in! Too bad we found all the ones in town, now we’re bored.

These guys can be tricky if the sun isn’t just right.

Cool old working telephone booth. This cache was called “Superman.”

The hint for this one is “yes, your hand goes in there.”

My cousins just love caching!

Beautiful view of yet more water in our area.

My cousin found the one we all passed up. As you can sort of see (or not) here, this was not an easy find.

This one was located in front of an urgent care…I love the heart in this cache, it just seems fitting.