To be merry? Fuck that!
Suicides increase during the holiday season, so do cardiac arrest not suicide related. If those people have a “family” like mine…well I don’t blame them! My so called “parents” make me want to kill myself daily and they don’t give a damn either! Fuck them all. When I’m out of here I’m never coming back. I hate the fucking holiday season! I hate the fucking holidays! I hate this whole damn season!
It wasn’t always like this, I miss how the holiday season used to make me feel…at least how some of it made me feel. That will never come back…it’s dead, like how I feel right now.