I will kick myself in the ass if I fucked this up for myself! I’m suck a fucking idiot! Due to my horrible car accident my long term memory is shot, I actually have full sections of my life I can’t remember. I got asked at the end of the interview if I had tickets, even ones that are fixed. I said no, I was wrong. I don’t remember honestly but my mom swears I have two. FUCK!!! I will just die if I fucked this up!! I have to call Monday and try to explain, just fucking wonderful. I’m SO stressed! I literally didn’t sleep last night. I’m exhausted and praying for fucking Monday to show up! Just great! UGH! I don’t know if I should show up or call…I don’t know if I should just say fuck, I already fucked myself and give it up. I hate me right now!