Trying to Organize My Thoughts

Wow…I’m sorry for anyone that has been waiting for a post…it’s been too long! Man life has been busy! And so much on my mind that I don’t even know where to being. Let’s do this the best I can…

First, I return to hell next week, aka the job I tried to quit! The Police Chief has assured me I’m protected and to just keep doing all the good I do. I hope he can help me, cause I sure need it! I am NOT looking forward to going back. The Captain will return shortly after I do, and his first 4 shifts back he’s stuck with yours truly…yep, just me and him alone..FML! I’m so fucked!! But I guess we’ll see because if he even messed up the smallest amount he’s gone. I will be sure to keep you posted on that as it happens.

Next, my awesome man has supported me in my photography. He goes with me to take pictures and sits by myself waiting patiently while I edit my photos. He loves it and tells me all the time that my photos are wonderful. I will be sharing some here but not as many as on my Facebook page, problem is…if I share that information here, then you know my name and location. So…I’m opening this up…if you want to connect and see more of my picture then e-mail me at and I will give you the information. I will share the link to my Facebook page, the link for my personal website, and information for the shop I am selling my pictures out of.

That’s right…I’m now selling my pictures. The shop owner is a friend of mine, she recently opened her own frame shop and allows artists to sell through here. Her and her family love my pictures! Several people I have showed them to do. So want to see more of my pictures? E-mail me and I will allow access as long as you promise not to share my identity and location here. I know, crazy…I’m trusting complete strangers…but I will. I will share it with you.

Next topic…my man…I’ve realized my family will never be ok with it and it’s hard. It’s so hard. I don’t want to lose him no matter what, and my family is shitty to begin with, but they are still my family…it’s just hard. This whole situation is difficult. I just wish our relationship could be “normal”! I mean, it is normal, we’re just like every other couple out there…we just happen to have a little more of an age difference between us.

For now this is the best I can do to share. My mind is just racing all over and I can’t get it all out. I feel so trapped in my mind! I hate this…it happens far too often. But I sure am glad to see a few of my favorite bloggers back and I hope to be back and do a little better of sharing soon.

One response to “Trying to Organize My Thoughts

  1. Pingback: More of My Pictures « our24yeargap

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